I have had the saddest night.. Ever.

So this morning I woke up.. My kitten was sick.. Again. I booked her into the vets for tomorrow morning because I had to go to work and that's the earliest I could get her in.. She wasn't too bad when I left orelse I would have made sure to get her in there and then...
I went to work.. At 8pm dean called me to tell me she had passed away.. I went home. I broke down.
I'm broken. I'm so heart broken. I don't know what to do. I sit down.. Where's my kitten? She should be on my lap right now..
I pase the house.. She should be following me.. She should be asking for food by now..
I'm in shock. This wasn't ment to happen. She was just a baby, my baby. My everything. I want her back. I just wish it was possible. And I could bring her back healthy and loving again.. I miss her. I miss her so much. I can't even talk. I don't want to. I just want to cry.
Thank god I have Casey and tab.. They get it.. They love their animals just as much..
And lucky I have a fantastic boss who understands.. Letting me leave early tonight and having tomorrow off.
Maybe just.. I don't know..
How I this happening..

i am terribly sorry for your loss

Brodie: So sorry for your loss of you baby kitten. I know exactly how you feel. I am single and retired never married. I have had animals, dogs, cats, and birds all my life. I can't imagine life without them. I also have had them for years only to lose them to illness or sudden death. My animals are my children as crazy as some may think I am. It also killed me and each time it takes a part of my life and heart away when I loose one. But this is life! I have had them all cremated and they are all in a large urn together. So far it is 5 dogs and 2 cats. Someday when I go I will be cremated also and my ashes will be put in the same urn then to be buried by my family. This gives me great comfort. You kitty loved you and knew you loved it. It is still with you in spirit. They never leave us, they just are waiting for us to join them in spirit......never to be separated again. My thought and prayers are with you. Hugs, Critterman

Awww Brodie, now i am crying! You will always have me to talk to!! I completely understand.. That little kitten was loved so so much, and she loved you back as well, you could tell by all those cheeky pictures you would post! Lots and lots of hugs <3

Aww you guys always make me feel better <3
And thanks so much Tab, you and Casey are always a great help, very thankful to have you both <3

I am so so sorry for your loss Brodie, you must be devastated.
My boss wanted to know why I am crying, showed her your posting, we are all upset.
I feel you pain
I wish words could ease your pain.......
Lots of hugs and kisses
Ant

I am so sorry for your loss

I'm so sorry for your loss! Take the time you need to tend to your own feelings and cry as much as you need to. I usually buy something beautiful to honor the life that i loved (flowers, a plant, plant a tree or bush, jewelry, etc) It comforts me and maybe something like this will help you too.

I am so very sorry for your loss...I understand how hard it is, having lost my cat, one of my dogs (both old age) and my beautiful GCC Wilbur all in the past 2 years, as well as other cats and dogs over the years.... It NEVER gets any easier and my heart hurts each time. I am glad you have an understanding boss and good friends who are there for you ((hugs))

I'm so sorry for your loss .

There are many different roads that we take in life. It is those who walk with us that make the journey worthwhile. You were only together a short while, but you made her journey the best it could be. You both blessed each others lives.

Pray you are feeling better Brodie
Thinking of you
Love
Ant & Mishka

I'm terribly sorry for your loss! I'm fortunate that my boss understands how much I love my animals. When my cracker the quaker died in my arms I was heartbroken but I went to work the next day with my eyes swollen red from all the crying I did the night before. She asked me what's wrong and I told her what had happened and I broke out crying again. She told me to go home early to rest. My animals are my children, my everything and I give anything and everything to them. Just like when our dog Alexis got sick on Christmas day, I didn't sleep all night staying up with her and took off work the next day and rush her to the vet's office. It wasn't your fault, you didn't know how sick the kitten was cause they hide it pretty well at times. Reading this makes me very sad and I'm going to go hug my kitties right now....

Thanks everyone
I'm okay, I will be soon anyway. I'm still very very sad. But it will all get better in time. She is in a better place now, she won't ever get sick again.

Brodie said:

Thanks everyone
I'm okay, I will be soon anyway. I'm still very very sad. But it will all get better in time. She is in a better place now, she won't ever get sick again.

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Glad you are okay, considering your circumstances Brodie
It does get better each day, one day at time.
She is definitely pain free now and in a much better place.

Oh Brodie I am SO so sorry!!! I don't know how I missed this, and I apologize sincerely for being so late with my response.

I'm giving you BIG FAT hugs from here!!!

RIP sweet kitten! You were loved like no other.

I am so sorry for your loss.