Jecille
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- Jul 6, 2022
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- Parrots
- Well it wasn't a parrot he was actually a starling but he was still so sweet and loving
Hi, sorry for the depressing story but I don't know how to deal with my loss and I'm sorry he wasn't a parrot but he was still precious. I had found a nestling starling and brought him in and did my research and after not being able to get ahold of anyone to come get him for two days I had to feed him something and after a few days he really grew on me so I decided to keep him. He was getting big enough I took him out with me as he couldn't %100 fly yet he would just snuggle into my neck and stay there until we came back home and last night he even showed me that he loved me back so much, I was crying and the little guy hopped up on me and he rubbed his head and back against my cheek, like how a cat rubs on your leg.m kinda, as you can see in the photo. It was like he was telling me "it's ok mom, don't cry, I love you" and it was so sweet and normally I put him in his cage because I have cats and just to be safe I put him in his cage when I can't keep my eyes on the situation but I was so tired I don't even remember falling asleep but when I finally woke up and I couldn't find him I looked down to where I was sleeping and all that could come out of my mouth was "no" I had to have said no 50 times in between sobs, and I haven't buried him quite yet because I kept hoping he was gunna wake up but honestly I'm just having a really hard time accepting what happened, sure I only had him like a week but I love him so much and I just can't get over the thought of him struggling underneath me I can only imagine what he was thinking wondering what he did wrong or if I was mad at him or just the fact of him thinking I was doing it because I didn't love him. Im sorry I just don't know how to bear it