I still can't believe what happened . I had a 5 years old irn her name was Joy . I have had her since she was 1 year old . She was my buddy lived with me through covid quarantine days . She was tough , loving and annoying sometimes but I loved her dearly .
I can't believe she died while I am away .
I feel guilty for leaving her . I had to travel with my family so I left ger with a pet hotel I left her with not long ago , made sure she had all the food she loved ready for her while I was away , gave her extra fly time before I sent her to the pet hotel .asked the person who was responsible for the place to take care of her .
I still don't know what happened , she was in perfect health when I sent her , happy , jumpy and asking for attention till the last minute .
They sent me few messages , telling me she is very sick , I kept sending them and asking to see her to no vail . Less than 24hrs later, the sent me saying she had died .
I am sorry she died alone , and I can't get over the fact that I don't know why she got sick .
They told me she chewed some leather and part of it made her choke .
She was an expert in ruining my bags and shoes but never had she choked on any parts she ruined .
Did they neglect her ?
Was she scared to the point that she died?
Was she stressed ?
I don't know , and not knowing is killing me .
I loved her so much to the point I would see the food she loved and remember her .
What I can I do to get past this I don't know ?
I try to tell myself , I did all I can but again maybe I should have not left her in the pet hotel ?
I should have stayed home , maybe she would have stayed alive then ....
I can't believe she died while I am away .
I feel guilty for leaving her . I had to travel with my family so I left ger with a pet hotel I left her with not long ago , made sure she had all the food she loved ready for her while I was away , gave her extra fly time before I sent her to the pet hotel .asked the person who was responsible for the place to take care of her .
I still don't know what happened , she was in perfect health when I sent her , happy , jumpy and asking for attention till the last minute .
They sent me few messages , telling me she is very sick , I kept sending them and asking to see her to no vail . Less than 24hrs later, the sent me saying she had died .
I am sorry she died alone , and I can't get over the fact that I don't know why she got sick .
They told me she chewed some leather and part of it made her choke .
She was an expert in ruining my bags and shoes but never had she choked on any parts she ruined .
Did they neglect her ?
Was she scared to the point that she died?
Was she stressed ?
I don't know , and not knowing is killing me .
I loved her so much to the point I would see the food she loved and remember her .
What I can I do to get past this I don't know ?
I try to tell myself , I did all I can but again maybe I should have not left her in the pet hotel ?
I should have stayed home , maybe she would have stayed alive then ....