I cannot say whether you will find him again and I do not want to tell you things will be okay when I have no idea what will happen, but do not lose hope, if you can help it...This whole thing f*cking sucks and you are loved...(am I allowed to say that???)
I guess that is really all anyone can say (even though we all wish we could say and do more), because no one can feel it exactly like you do, although we know you are hurting and want so badly to help. You are a good person-- you are a good "parront", you really are.
I know it is harder to keep hoping , when that takes SO MUCH energy...and it is like a let-down every single day...but I guess I would just say that there are cases in which birds have been found weeks later. I cannot say with any certainty what will happen in this situation, but I am not really a praying person(at least not very often) these days..and I have honestly prayed for you to get him back and I hope it works??...DK if anyone takes my calls (lol) but hoping they do--maybe God will be like, "oh dang, haven't heard from her in a while, let's take that call!" HAHA.
I can't imagine what you are going through, but the part of me that can imagine it knows that it is hell...so I wish I could do more and I hope you have the strength to push through (regardless of the outcome)..no matter what--PLEASE, know that you are good and that your birds are lucky to have you.
I will continue to pray that you get him back. I don't think it's impossible at this point, but I understand why you feel so very sad. i would too...just know that you are not alone and that your efforts do matter.