T I feel like I am going to have to put him though so much and with my stress levels this can't be healthy for a young RFM.
It is going to be next to impossible for me to land a job to be able to totally support myself.
It is going to be next to impossible for me to find a place to live with a loud large messy parrot that I will be able to afford.
It is going to next to impossible for me to ever be happy again.
Life really sucks and if I had the courage I would end my life and be done with it. However I am too much a coward to do that.
CUT THE NEGATIVE CRAP RIGHT NOW!!!
IT'S STRESSFUL, BUT HE'LL SURVIVE... I'VE SEEN HUNDREDS OF REHOMES, AND THE BIRDS ADAPT TO CHANGING SITUATIONS... YOURS WILL TOO!
Finding a job is always stressful. It's 1000x more stressful if you approach it with "I can't." I WENT THROUGH THIS EXACT SAME THING WITH FIVE BIRDS, A DAUGHTER, AND A MOVE HALF WAY ACROSS THE COUNTRY... If I can do it, you can do!
It will be if you take that attitude! THIS IS AN ADVENTURE. YOU'RE FLYING BY THE SEAT OF YOUR PANTS, BUT THERE IS A WHOLE WORLD FULL OF NEW POSSIBILITIES OPENING UP...
Remember, the author who wrote the Harry Potter series was once homeless, and on welfare... NOW SHE'S A BAZZILLIONAIRE!
SHOOTING YOURSELF IS THE COWARDS WAY OUT! THAT WOULD BE THE ULTIMATE ACT OF COWARDICE... COURAGE?! THAT'S CALLED FACING UP TO THE CHALLENGE THAT LIFE THROWS AT YOU...
It was a building. You might not own it anymore, but you'll find another roof.
And it's a job. I've had dozens of them in my life. I'll probably have one or two more before I'm done...
Nothing is fatal, unless it's actually fatal.
HEY, I WORKED WITH QUADS... COMPARED TO THAT NONE OF US HAVE ANY PROBLEMS, AND DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT PROBLEMS ARE!
Focus on solving this, not ending it. Enough with the suicide crap! How stressful would that be to your bird?!
