Oooooooh no, I hate to read this. I know how broken up you are about losing your family member. I wish I could tell you that the hurt will go away soon. But I can't. I'm still heart broken over losing my 14 year old black lab 8 months ago two days before Christmas. I'm sure you will eventually look back at all the fond memories that you two had just as I have begun to do with my Cookie.
I know this is not a real good time to say this. I was skeptical about going out and getting a new pet after Cookie passed away. But after almost a month of just laying around, hardly wanting to get out of the bed, my wife went on line and found Tiki a 11 month old Senegal for me. From the first day Tiki came into my life, I started wanting to get out of bed and it gave me a new purpose. She got her off of Craigslist, she was second hand bird and I think she needed me as much as I really needed her.
I know you will never be able to replace your beloved friend, but there are other birds, pets that are needing all the love that you have to give.