I am going to try to post this without crying. I have read some stuff on boards with people attacking me and I want the whole story put up. Though you got the copy and paste stuff from me which is true. I saw a few posts on here where people were actually concerned and not being as nasty about me as on other sites. I originally started feeding Harrisons as someone on a bird board suggested it. I had tried everything including numerous tests with Skye to get the feather plucking under control. He was very sick as a young baby and the HPC was helping him get feathers back. I sent photos to Harrisons and they were blown away and offered to do a trial with me food and treats sent from there to see if we could get him fully feathered and I agreed. My friend came over that night and Chloee and Skye were doing tricks and were handed 3 power treats sometime in the afternoon or early evening. I took my friend home and got back home about 1130 and went to bed at midnight. Skye woke me up vomiting up the Harrisons food, and something got stuck in his lungs as he was having issues breathing I immediately went to Midest Exotic Animal hospital which is an hour drive there. When I got in the office I told them about the power pellots and they surpassingly tried to save him. After I saw the reviews on on Yelp about that hospital along with the bad vibes I had when I walked in there I would have tried to find another clinic but time was so limited. He died and I was hysterical. When I got his body back I was asked about a necropsy, I had no more cash on me, I brought 200 and it was about that price. I was not told there was only a 6 hour window where you could do it in. I said I got him a t 5.5 weeks and bottle fed him, and got him through pneumonia and he was fine now he is gone what am I gonna do without him. (I am fighting tears). They would not let me leave I was so distraught. Not even sure how I made it home, but I was on the phone with my friend who tried to keep me somewhat calm so I could make the hour drive home. When I walked in the door the only thing I wanted to do was hold Chloee I knew she would comfort me. She was my snuggle girl, I found her dead on the floor with vomit everywhere. I was in shock, waiting for the nightmare to end so i could wake up and hold my babies that I loved more than I loved anything or anyone. I called my vet when she came in and I was told it was too late to get the necropsy as it is 6 hour window. I have no idea what time Chloee died since I came home to find her dead. I didn't eat or get out of my bed for 4 days other than to feed the other 2 birds that I was greatful didn't get the power treats. I emailed Harrisons and at first when the man called he was very wonderful and sounded like he was fighting tears. Than I got a call from the animal hospital asking to get permission to give the report to Harrisons and I had them read it, and it said exactly what happened about skye ate power treats and vomited and aspirated. I later in the week get an email from Harrisons about CO2 poising and toxins in my house, I got the gas company over and my house was fine. Than I get a nasty email about how I syringe fed my bird and that's how he died, and I was like what are you talking about? I called the vet who would not talk to me, her tech did and read me the new report, I said that isn't the report that was read to me on the phone! That is not what happened. Tech said she would note the report which she didn't. So now I have a report stating that I syringe fed my 9 YEAR OLD MACAW... 9 years old, and aspirated him. I told them that 2 birds died over this food and they didn't care at all. Harrisons food is sold in that office! That vet knew exactly what she did. She made it so I didn't have a case. I have filed a state complaint against her. Today I found the reviews on the site, and someone else had a bird die there as they had no idea what they were doing. I wish I would have seen that report. I have been trying to work with an atty, that said he would help me, (no fees) and I haven't really heard much from him, I have made reports to the FDA and it was forwarded to the TN branch. I was told they would call me, they have not yet. I have the food in the freezer, it is $500 per each test run. So I haven't been able to test it on my own. Harrisons of course said they tested the food on their end and it was perfect. As far as the lotion that was mentioned, that was only used on Skye and blood panels were done all the time and he was fine other than some low white blood vessels and low potassium which was another reason why I had chosen the Harrisons that was bought from a store which was fine. The food that was sent directly from Harrisons is the food that I fed my birds which resulted in their deaths. If anyone wants to know about the past, the haters decided they were going to throw in I was abusing my birds a year and a half ago and called the police on me and called animal control on me and all allegations were dismissed as the vet records and photos were given to the city prosecutor/city attorney. I was proven innocent. I have no problem answering questions. I just wanted to protect other people from going through what I did. They died in Sept. and I still cry every day for them. I miss them so much. It is your choice if you want to feed whatever you want to feed. But I felt that people should know what happened. It's unfortunate the vet changed and falsified the vet report and gave out the one that I did not agree too. But there isn't a whole lot that I can do legally, though I keep trying. It is a shame that I cannot get this food tested as I do not have that kind of money to do a panel of tests on it. 2 birds vomited and aspirated to death from this and the vet set it in motion so I have no say so and Harrisons wins. They were healthy loving amazing birds, other than a feather plucking condition, he was getting his feathers back. I am truly a mess over this. I used to sit on the swing with them in the summer every day so they would get their sun time and I would sing to them, they would nap on my pillow with me. Now they are gone. My heart is so broken. The tears just don't stop. Anyway now you know. So its up to you to do what you will with the information. I do have emails from Harrisons if you want to see them.