Oh thank you all so much for the out poring support!!! I've been trying to process this!! I can't believe the results had been lost in limbo, only discovered when they did a computer systems update! I still can't bring myself to google...all I know is that it's a tumor and the measurements, and that it's going to push on optic nerve... And that they go into your brain from the roof of your mouth! That's when I said hey doc I'm not ready to talk about this, I'm kinda tuning out since you said brain tumor!!! But seriously going into your brain from your mouth?!?! All that makes me think is infection from mouth going into brain post surgery!! It's been two two years since last ( lost) MRI so we will see if there has been more growth at this new one..the thing that complicated this is I have myasthenia gravis abd last year a dental and la ded me in ICU! All because of how anesthesia effects MG causing me to go into profound weakness if diaphragm and intercostal breathing muscles, abd muscles of toungue and throat, meaning I could spend time on a ventilator and have to have my blood washed lol plasmapheresis. Lord you have to learn a lot of medical jargon. Any anesthesia even locol injection of lidacain causes this, and it can take months for me to recover. All if that is before what ever going into my brain and surgery risks. So yes all prayers and thoughts are for no surgery!!!! I think one step at a time is the only way I can handle it. Normally I like to know bthings and research things, but NIT this time. And of course my mom could throw food and water at the Parrots but she could never let them out. So we just can't go there. Thank you all again for the community support, it means a lot!!! BTW be warrened if you doctor asks you to stay late so you can talk!!!! I can laugh at that now cuz I was so clueless it didn't even send up any red flags to me! Lol