Ladyhawk
New member
- Apr 30, 2017
- 489
- 18
- Parrots
- Kizzy - (most likely) female blue-fronted Amazon, hatched on May 1, 2017; Gabby - Male double yellowheaded Amazon, hatched, April 1, 1986; died February 22, 2017
She was like my child and I spent all day every day raising and interacting with her. This is a hole that will never be filled.
Within the space of a year, I lost my life partner, one of my best friends and my adopted child. So what if two of those beings had feathers? I tend to trust animals more than humans. The only other being with whom I'm close is my mother and she's not getting any younger.
Right now I am full of self-loathing and paranoia. I have no idea where to go from here and I, too, am not getting any younger. I feel old. The chronic illnesses have taken their toll. Between those illnesses and the state of the world, I see nothing to look forward to.
I don't know where to go from here.
Within the space of a year, I lost my life partner, one of my best friends and my adopted child. So what if two of those beings had feathers? I tend to trust animals more than humans. The only other being with whom I'm close is my mother and she's not getting any younger.
Right now I am full of self-loathing and paranoia. I have no idea where to go from here and I, too, am not getting any younger. I feel old. The chronic illnesses have taken their toll. Between those illnesses and the state of the world, I see nothing to look forward to.
I don't know where to go from here.