harrythepineappleconure
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- Oct 24, 2021
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I lost my 11 month old baby Harry two days ago and the pain is unbearable. I keep wishing it was me that was taken, not my sweet innocent baby boy.
I keep blaming myself because I KNEW it was extremely risky sleeping with your bird.
I had stopped sleeping with him for a while and he would always sleep covered in his night time cage. But that night he would not settle, he kept crying and also discovered a way to escape from his cageā¦I gave in and took him to bed with me. He fell asleep on my chest but when I woke I felt him underneath my back and I canāt get the image of his sweet little lifeless face out of my head. He looked like he was sleeping at first but he never responded. My heart is broken. I just thought one nightā¦one night with him wouldnāt hurt and I crushed him š¢ my poor baby. It kills me to think he suffered because of my stupidity.
Harry was my first pet bird. He was an absolutely beautiful little boy. He was a pineapple conure. I have never felt so much love and affection from an animal in my entire life. The bond we formed was inseparable. He helped me a lot with my depression and anxiety. Iām going to miss his excited chirps every time Iād come home, his kisses and cuddlesā¦his dancing and singing. Rolling on his back and playing with his toy. His unconditional love for me and his cheeky antics. I never knew how much joy a little bird could bring. I will always love him - the time, care and love I put into my baby and now heās gone I canāt believe what Iāve done. I havenāt stopped crying for two days.
I donāt know how Iām going to live with this guiltā¦heās gone because of me š¢
I keep blaming myself because I KNEW it was extremely risky sleeping with your bird.
I had stopped sleeping with him for a while and he would always sleep covered in his night time cage. But that night he would not settle, he kept crying and also discovered a way to escape from his cageā¦I gave in and took him to bed with me. He fell asleep on my chest but when I woke I felt him underneath my back and I canāt get the image of his sweet little lifeless face out of my head. He looked like he was sleeping at first but he never responded. My heart is broken. I just thought one nightā¦one night with him wouldnāt hurt and I crushed him š¢ my poor baby. It kills me to think he suffered because of my stupidity.
Harry was my first pet bird. He was an absolutely beautiful little boy. He was a pineapple conure. I have never felt so much love and affection from an animal in my entire life. The bond we formed was inseparable. He helped me a lot with my depression and anxiety. Iām going to miss his excited chirps every time Iād come home, his kisses and cuddlesā¦his dancing and singing. Rolling on his back and playing with his toy. His unconditional love for me and his cheeky antics. I never knew how much joy a little bird could bring. I will always love him - the time, care and love I put into my baby and now heās gone I canāt believe what Iāve done. I havenāt stopped crying for two days.
I donāt know how Iām going to live with this guiltā¦heās gone because of me š¢