Kitty
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Hi everyone
After many trips to the avian vets, weeks of worrying and hundreds of pounds in vet bills, I was told that my feather baby has a brain tumour and is going to die. I discussed my options with my vet and decided to let Hardimos have his last days.
The last few weeks have been very difficult and although I'm trying my best to remain positive, I have a permanent lump in my throat. My time with Hardimos is running out, I'm heart broken but don't want to keep hold of him for selfish reasons.
At the moment, Hardimos struggles to get around because his tumour is slowly paralysing his legs. He has poor balance so isn't grooming himself properly and he occasionally falls over. However, he is eating and drinking normally and is still talking to me.
Yesterday, Hardimos was on the living room floor. I walked to the opposite end of the room and he tried to follow me...He lost his balance and flapped about on the floor. It was a really upsetting sight. I feel it would be kind to put him to sleep before he begins to suffer but he hasn't lost that "spark" in his eyes yet...Even though his body is giving up he still looks and behaves like my beautiful baby, which is making me feel really torn in two.
Sorry for going on and on...I guess I just need to vent.
Ps: I know this is an awful question but it's a question that's been on my mind for a few days. How will they put him to sleep? If it's horrible or if he gets frightened I'll never forgive myself
After many trips to the avian vets, weeks of worrying and hundreds of pounds in vet bills, I was told that my feather baby has a brain tumour and is going to die. I discussed my options with my vet and decided to let Hardimos have his last days.
The last few weeks have been very difficult and although I'm trying my best to remain positive, I have a permanent lump in my throat. My time with Hardimos is running out, I'm heart broken but don't want to keep hold of him for selfish reasons.
At the moment, Hardimos struggles to get around because his tumour is slowly paralysing his legs. He has poor balance so isn't grooming himself properly and he occasionally falls over. However, he is eating and drinking normally and is still talking to me.
Yesterday, Hardimos was on the living room floor. I walked to the opposite end of the room and he tried to follow me...He lost his balance and flapped about on the floor. It was a really upsetting sight. I feel it would be kind to put him to sleep before he begins to suffer but he hasn't lost that "spark" in his eyes yet...Even though his body is giving up he still looks and behaves like my beautiful baby, which is making me feel really torn in two.
Sorry for going on and on...I guess I just need to vent.
Ps: I know this is an awful question but it's a question that's been on my mind for a few days. How will they put him to sleep? If it's horrible or if he gets frightened I'll never forgive myself
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