lucy1
New member
- Nov 6, 2012
- 128
- 5
- Parrots
- Milo - my new baby B&G macaw! Rosie - Orange Wing Amazon & Rupert - Red Lored Amazon
Not a bird, but hope its still ok to share on here...
My black cat, Shadow, had to be put to sleep this afternoon. I'm sure I don't need to explain on here of all places how totally distraught I am. I have cried so much I have been sick, and just can't stop crying. He had a very short illness and I know I have done the right thing and shortened his suffering, but it's still so hard!
To add insult to injury I then had to go into work (I've been such a cowbag to work with I was allowed home early even though we're *really* short). I got home at 11pm and thought Milo cuddles might help. Wrong. He was a total jerk and brought back all the partly healed sorrow of losing my beloved Kev 3 years ago- he knew when I was upset and would gently lick my tears away and preen the salt residue off my eyelashes. Milo is still young and egocentric and wasn't in the least bit interested in me unless it's to his advantage.
I can't even get my stupid phone to upload a pic of him. He was a regular black cat with the cutest face. He was a rescue cat and was only with me for 6 years, but I like to think it was a good 6 years. This has been awful going through this alone, but then I realised although I do not post too often on here I do think of you all on here as friends, so hope you will read this and spare a kind thought for a heartbroken fellow parront
Run free Shadow, I'll meet you by the bridge xxx
My black cat, Shadow, had to be put to sleep this afternoon. I'm sure I don't need to explain on here of all places how totally distraught I am. I have cried so much I have been sick, and just can't stop crying. He had a very short illness and I know I have done the right thing and shortened his suffering, but it's still so hard!
To add insult to injury I then had to go into work (I've been such a cowbag to work with I was allowed home early even though we're *really* short). I got home at 11pm and thought Milo cuddles might help. Wrong. He was a total jerk and brought back all the partly healed sorrow of losing my beloved Kev 3 years ago- he knew when I was upset and would gently lick my tears away and preen the salt residue off my eyelashes. Milo is still young and egocentric and wasn't in the least bit interested in me unless it's to his advantage.
I can't even get my stupid phone to upload a pic of him. He was a regular black cat with the cutest face. He was a rescue cat and was only with me for 6 years, but I like to think it was a good 6 years. This has been awful going through this alone, but then I realised although I do not post too often on here I do think of you all on here as friends, so hope you will read this and spare a kind thought for a heartbroken fellow parront
Run free Shadow, I'll meet you by the bridge xxx