picardk123
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- Apr 24, 2019
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- Parrots
- Anana, who accidentally died April 23rd. Iām sooo devastated
Iām hurting so bad at her tragic loss on Tuesday morning. My 16 yo son calls me at work devastated, in shock and crying as he found her crushed by his side. I had forgotten to close his bedroom door and she went to cuddle him in bed. Iām so heartbroken and mad at myself for this. She was my precious baby girl ( im a mom of 3 sons) and had a very strong bond with her. Iām crying like I have never in my life and Iāve had heartbreaks and went through a divorce. A piece of my heart is missing, my home feels empty. I pull in the driveway and start to ball because I can no longer hear her noises as she recognized my engin. I had a total meltdown in the shower as she loved to go down my towel and shower too. I just call out her name in the house and long to feel her on me for cuddles. So difficult. My son is also heartbroken as he was also always with her. We will eventually get another bird but the pain right now is too intense. Thank you for your stories. I know sharing our pain helps us through grieving.